Better introduction?

I'm not sure how blogs often start. Hi? Hello? Hmm this is harder then i thought it was. Who knew just typing your thoughts on to a blank page could be so hard? Remember in my previous post i hoped by the next post i'd know what i'd be writing about? Yeah that didn't work out. All i know is that i have this urge of writing. So why not introduce myself? 

Hello, i'm a 17 year old female that isn't ready to reveal her identity and by identity i mean the name. I decided to start a blog because i love writing and i use writing to express my feelings. Not necessarily in poems or quotes but in actually writing. I'm the complete opposite of an open book. I do not/can't express my feelings in ways other than writing. I usually write in my journal, notes and keep it to myself. I thought that i should try sharing this with the internet. Because i'm a closed book i think thats the reason holding me back from giving out my name. Why did i decide to share this with the internet? One of the many secrets i have, i love helping others out. I love listening to their problems and use my experiences to give advice. I'm more of a listener than a venter. Some people are like that but do not enjoy it they want to be the one venting but somehow is always listening. But me i choose to listen. So i'm going to be talking about whatever there is to talk about. Life, love, fear and other topics. In depth, not in depth, depends, but i'm warning you, i'm a deep person. I probably take deep to a whole new level. I overthink things. Things that i'm not supposed to even think about because there is no explanation to them (i don't know if that makes sense). I truly deeply believe in horoscopes. NO, i did not start a few months ago because the whole world was. And not those horoscope pictures you find in Twitter or Instagram. I always believed in them because my mom does and as i started growing up she referred to them often. I'm a Libra; September 23 - October 22. I'll be talking about horoscopes too if you guys want me to. 

Referring to that, i do accept any topic recommendations, problem solving, literally anything you guys want me to talk about just e-mail me at : within-yourselfxx@hotmail.com  (feel free to e-mail me any topic's you want me to talk about, or all sorts of relationship troubles and by all sorts i mean all types of relationship aka. family/friends/loved ones etc.) 

I know i'm new at this, and this is my second post and while i'm writing this, probably no one knows that this blog is out there. But i have hope. So take it easy on me, i'm getting there. I'm just trying to do what i enjoy doing, and hopefully help some of you out. 

until next time…

yours truly, unspoken words x 

p.s. how's my new signature? (x

Introduction

A start...

There are a few reasons why i decided to start a blog. Number one, I'm a lifeless teenager who has nothing useful to do. Number two, number one again.  Number three, there is no number three.

I can't quite guarantee i know what i'm writing about. All i know is that i'm going to write because thats what a blog is for.. At least thats what they tell me. Maybe i'll bore you, maybe i'll entertain you who knows? All i know is that i'm going to do something hopefully useful with my time. So where do i begin? I don't think i'm supposed to start a blog without planning what i'm going to write but i mean, i tend to be real, and as far as i know, real means un-perfect.. is that even a word? I don't know, but i think you know what i mean. And just on that notice, it gives me an idea on what to write. 

We live in a world where we seem to be blind, where the word 'life' seems so complicated when really it shouldn't. But us, society choose for it to be that way. I mean if you define the word 'life' on a dictionary this is what it tells you; the period between the birth and death of a living thing, especially a human being. But we choose for it to be the way it is, and by the way it is i mean JUDGING. As far as i know we all tend to be the same, we are all human, and each one of us are our own human in our own way and that doesn't give anyone the right for them to judge you or anyone else. Just because i am different or you are different doesn't mean anyone gets the right to judge. We are so consumed by judging that we forget to be ourselves, forget to know ourselves. And in this blog i would like everyone to take a minute and remind themselves of who they are, and what they are. To remind themselves that judging is wrong. To also remind themselves that judging should stop because most of y'all judge a person for what they're doing without knowing the reason why. And some people may judge a person for that reason and after a week they'll be doing the same thing and its 'fine' for THEM to do it, but not for the person they judged a week ago... Messed up huh? But you know its true. 

So please beautiful people, stop judging and start realising what you're doing. 

xoxo gossip girl. 

joking, hmm i need a signature but i haven't quite decided for one yet. 

anyways until next time... 

p.s. (this was a fast post i didn't even know what i was doing, hopefully by the next one i'll have my ideas together)